*sigh* I really don’t fucking know anymore. Is there something wrong with me? Or maybe I just can’t take perfection for what it is. It’s like I always think something has to go wrong…because something always goes wrong. I don’t know anymore. It seems as if I can’t be open and free with some people these days. I mean…I feel fine when I talk to them or am just around them…but once it’s just me, something feels wrong. I think I’m paranoid sometimes, really. I think I need to live up to these people’s expectations–that I should be more like a certain person or whatever. Ha, Bella probably knows what I’m talking about.

Ergh, it’s a constant hassle. LOL, which is odd, because recently, I’ve been starting to actually like myself. Okay screw this subject, it’s early, and I’m just a shithead ^_^

Okay, onto other things. EXIT PROJECT FINISHED! NINE PAGES BABY! YEAH, RIGHT UP THE ASS, RIGHT NOW!Haha…err…excuse that.

Fuck. It’s going to rain like a bitch today. That’s just downright pissy, you know? Anyway, “Mercy” is really starting to piss me off constantly. What the fuck. The bastard is an idiot. “I need advice to get over someone“. “Hm. It depends on who it is. Who is she?” “*insert unknown name here* I’ve known her for a while. And I know you must be questioning yourself on the feelings you and me have, and I promise, I will explain.” What the fuck. Is he a moron? “Feelings”? Is he fucking kidding me. Okay–he’s blocked for the next few months.

LOL. School tomorrow. Good? Bad? No idea. I’m sort of looking forward to it–seeing all my friends again in school and all that stuff. Ah shizzles, I gotta go do worky early today so I can have the rest of the day free. Hope this days weather gets brighter and warmer. ^_^ Later loves.