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God I just wish someone would tell me what and how I truly am sometimes. Ugh. Thats not possible, is it? Everything lies in…the points of veiws people have, eh? Well. There are only about three – five people who hold opinions that I honestly take into consideration. *sigh* oh goddd. Sometimes I feel likeContinue reading

Hmmm. Leaving in about 5 minutos. Hope mommay won’t give me a hard time about the number and records and stuff. What else–ITS HOT! Gaah, tomorrows Friday. Think it’s gonna be a bit complicated. 1/2 a day and possibly Jasmines house until about 3 or so? Bleh, I’ll see to it. Anyway. Think I’m gonna goContinue reading

Wooo. Xanga looks normal again. Well seeing as the day is almost over, I see no point in writing about it. It was just…bleh. Kinda weird, a tad bit annoying but nevertheless everything turned out in me being totally super happy about it all. Umm…lets see. Did I feel kinda odd about anything today? Yes.Continue reading

Tidal waves they, rip right through me. Tears from eyes worn cold and sad. Pick me up now, I need you so bad. It gets me so Down Down Down Down ~

“And now…here is…Mr…Fitzherbert….because…that is his…name.” Ahhh…great movie, need to get it. Now.

So we ate, we danced, we flew a jet and we laughed along the threshold of insanity. Happiness seemed to be at it’s full extent…and I thought I had grasped all of it… …But it was in those few moments, as I gazed upon the night, overlooked the Hudson River and its serene ripples, meltedContinue reading

Man…Great Great GREAT party, jesus christ. Just woke up haha. Still a little hazed. LOL–I’d so wanna give a re-cap of yesterday…but it’d be too godamn long. Maaaaaaaaybe laterr…gah I’m such a dork. ^_^

Time to add a new favorite song to my list. I believe just a simple lyric would give you the answer as to what it is… ‘You may say I’m a dreamer, But I’m not the only one” Gaaah. Need to get the Lennon Legend CD. Ahhh, I’m in love with the world today.

*yawn* Righty. Woke up extra early today for some reason. Odd how I found total peace…even with the crap ass mood I was in last night. Bella says I should talk to Flip about it…that he probably “understands” what I mean. Hey, who knows. It’s always good to have someone who can relate to yourContinue reading

Heylo d00dz. Today was blah and then WOOT! Haha. Well school was relatively easy. We went, had a few free periods and stuff. Nothing special at all. It was so weird…yesterday I went to sleep so early, but I was so godamn tireddd throughout the whole day. Anyway, after that, afterschool came. Met with superContinue reading