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Ludacris officially pisses me off. Just needed to say that. Either way. It was just LOVELY seeing Rosabella get her *freak* on w/ her man today on the staircase…^_^ You go girl. Anyway…ehem…I just really need to say this… *cough* WILL HE FUCKING…*sigh* no forget it. Hehe, other than that. I have a shitload ofContinue reading

Hey everyone! Doing laundry! Yay! Not really. Well today was fun. Actually, I REALLY FUCKING ENJOYED THE WHOLE DAY. It was all so good. So I came home pretty euphoric ^_^ Life’s good. Everything is going smoothly. Studying is crap. School needs to do some improving. I seriously my math teacher gets a disease andContinue reading

GOD DAMN IT! WHY THE HELL DID I HAVE TO READ ANDREA’S XANGA?! Oh well, this is a line is just HAD to put here. Thanks girl. It explains a lot! ^_^ *Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does* God that it so cliche, but it works for now. Anyway.Continue reading

*DONT ASK* Alone for a while I’ve been searching through the dark, For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart. To weave by picking up the pieces that remain, Melodies of life – love’s lost refrain. Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why. We met, we laughed, weContinue reading

Hey everyone, I’m back. Nevermind. Feeling VERY weird about some things going on…aaaand most of them I didn’t say to anyone. Can’t trust anyone you know. Alright. I’ll be going now. Laters. ^_^ ~Eleia, in a constant state of confuzledededed

EWWWWWW!! GOING TO EUROPE TOMORROW!! GOING TO MISS EVERYONE LIKE A NON-CHOCOLATE, COMPUTER HATING, EVIL SQURIELL, ALL THAT STUFF I HATE H-E-L-L!! Okay, okay. It’s not that insane. I’m pretty confident I’m going to have a very awesome time! Coming back on September 7th. Going to miss everyone as usual. As for now…I’m watching QueerContinue reading

Okay. Normal now. Now, to more important topics…. Why does one of my friends think my buddy icon is an evil rodent? It’s clearly a cat. It’s stomping and being all cat-like-ish. So weird. I hate saying ‘so weird’. I sound like one of those preppy bitches who sit at the lunch table and masturbate.Continue reading

Alright. I’ve stalled on this for far, far too long. I can’t keep it going like this. In the end, I’m not going to want to go out with him, I’m not going to like him. He’s just not my type. Plus. I’ve got my eye on someone else. So. I need to end thisContinue reading

WHY?! WHY FUCKING WHY WAS I BORN TO CARE FOR PEOPLE EVEN THOUGH THEY’RE NASTY BASTARDS? WHY WAS I BORN TO BE REALLY RESENTFUL OF SHOWING MY TRUE EMOTIONS THAT MAY MAKE THE OTHER PERSON FEEL VERY NEGATIVE? WHY CAN’T I SAY NO? THIS CANNNNNNOT KEEP HAPPENING!!!!! HE’S AN AQUARIUS TOO!!! AQUARIANS DON’T GO WELLContinue reading

Hmmm…isn’t Hugh Jackman a total friggin hottie? Okay thats beside the point. I don’t really have much to say right now. I’ve sort of gotten over the whole thing I have been ranting about for the past days. Sooo…I realized I have been making an idiot of myself…what am I saying…I’VE ALWAYS BEEN AN IDIOT! Aw hell…well basically,Continue reading