Euuugh. I had a dream that I talked to him after all these months. My god what a nightmare. God, the things that were said scared the crap out of me.

“I’m gonna drive up to where you are and…” oh lord. It gives me the creeps just thinking about it. Thank the holy man that it was only a dream.

Other than that. Today was pretty cool. I still have work on my history thing. Been thinking about some stuff lately. I hate it when I think about stuff, I begin to get all skeptical and start imagining things that aren’t there. It sucks, but…what can ya do, huh? ^__^

What else is there, umm nothing I guess. Everything in my life is going smoothly–give or take a few things but, I usually pull through you know? Don’t really feel like complaining about things right now. Just not the right time. Grr, I just feel like singing that godamn Aerosmith song they used in Armageddon. Ergh, whatever just…whatever lol. As I said–not the time for my bitching. Ahh, well. Time to go get fat. Later loves ❤

*Oh god, what am I doing–this is beyond obsession…