A crazed problem always lurking at the back of her mind. Be it when talking to a friend, listening to and elder, or even saying “I love you” to a partner and never meaning it. She longed for a lift, stimulation, but the possibility of achieving that moment alarmed her infinitely. 

A tear then refused to fall from her eye, even when she did not try to hold it back.

Hm. Anyway. I love you people. Seriously.

…Seriously.