Private entry incoming…

OMG I LIKE HIM SO MUCH! HE’S SO AWESOME! BUT HE WON’T FUCKING KISS ME!!! WHY?! COME ON DAMMIT!

I swear were doing so much for eachother…it’s like…WHOA!

God i like him sooooooo much. Everyone i know hates him cuz he’s a complate bastard to them…BUT HE’S SO FUCKING SWEET TO ME!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. LOL, if this were about…3 months ago, i wouldn’t even LOOK at this guy.

Errrgh, what really sucks is that I’m really jealous and really freaked out. I’m always in a a state of fear that he’ll get bored w/ me…or he’ll flirt with some other girl. It’s a problem. Like, I can’t control it at all >_<

I just hate the sound he makes when he kisses my cheek…it’s just really annoying. The sound that is.

*SIGH* I hope he doesn’t get bored of me >_< I REEEALLY like him…it’s just so hard to show it. I think he’s afraid of public affection. Seriously. Like…it’s so obvious. It’s really cute…but really obvious >_<

Okay, I should go and stop obsessing.

Later!

~Eleia, obsessing even though I’m not supposed to